I don't know if that's better. Maybe a clean slate would have been easier.
[But then, it's so hard to imagine accepting it right now -- maybe the shock of it makes her more willing to work with it. She really doesn't know.
Maybe she can't entirely blame him for not trying to get through to her, maybe she's been even more closed off than she realized.]
God, I've never been so jealous of how easy the two of you have it, you know that? [It's a joking complaint. She'll never begrudge them that -- not when it means she gets to see her brother so happy, and not when it brought Dagny into her life, too.]
[All the talk about Isaac makes him venture out of his room in search of his soulmate. He had left him on the couch when he decided to call Imogene, not wanting to bother him when he was reading his book, but he figures Isaac will be okay with it.
His suspensions are confirmed when he sees that Isaac hasn’t even moved from his spot, and plops down next to him, throwing an arm around him.]
I’m incredibly lucky. [Said with a nuzzle into Isaac’s hair.] I wouldn’t say it’s easy though…I guess maybe the love part is, but it’s still a lot of work, and communication, and compromise. I think it just looks easy because I’m happy to do it —- to do anything that will make our bond stronger.
You're such a sap. [She's still smiling a little, though, even as she considers it.] I mean, I never thought it'd be simple. Even if I found him. Even if I liked him. I just didn't think it would be like this.
[She thought she'd be the problem, her heart still hung up on someone else. Not almost ten years of secrets.
(Isaac, for his part, will never turn down cuddling with his husband, even if he does give him a questioning glance when he catches Imogene's voice on the other end, trying to make sure everything's okay.)]
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Date: 2025-05-06 05:23 am (UTC)[But then, it's so hard to imagine accepting it right now -- maybe the shock of it makes her more willing to work with it. She really doesn't know.
Maybe she can't entirely blame him for not trying to get through to her, maybe she's been even more closed off than she realized.]
God, I've never been so jealous of how easy the two of you have it, you know that? [It's a joking complaint. She'll never begrudge them that -- not when it means she gets to see her brother so happy, and not when it brought Dagny into her life, too.]
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Date: 2025-05-06 03:52 pm (UTC)[All the talk about Isaac makes him venture out of his room in search of his soulmate. He had left him on the couch when he decided to call Imogene, not wanting to bother him when he was reading his book, but he figures Isaac will be okay with it.
His suspensions are confirmed when he sees that Isaac hasn’t even moved from his spot, and plops down next to him, throwing an arm around him.]
I’m incredibly lucky. [Said with a nuzzle into Isaac’s hair.] I wouldn’t say it’s easy though…I guess maybe the love part is, but it’s still a lot of work, and communication, and compromise. I think it just looks easy because I’m happy to do it —- to do anything that will make our bond stronger.
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Date: 2025-05-06 07:34 pm (UTC)[She thought she'd be the problem, her heart still hung up on someone else. Not almost ten years of secrets.
(Isaac, for his part, will never turn down cuddling with his husband, even if he does give him a questioning glance when he catches Imogene's voice on the other end, trying to make sure everything's okay.)]